Crazyoveryou

Tiring shit.

2010-11-05T22:25:00.001+08:00

Heyy (:
Although i know many won't see this but! Still want to thank those who helped and cared so muchhh! <3
Hahaha, even though some did behind the scenes stuffs that can't be mention, some can just spent hours on phone tgt even though we've nvr did it before. and some shoulders i've first used. Ok i wanted to type out all the names but it'll be long so it'll be summarized to just e1 girls, guys, jas, jean,rach, heart stitcher, pri schl friends, strangers tht i've nvr met, fb ppl, and usual phone partners :B i'll nvr forget thank you enough for making me less painful. You can never know how much it means to just receive smses from you all saying to cheer up or crack up jokes to make me smile (: and to tsg, mr haddad! for not questioning. :) And advices which i didn't hear it in, >< i'm sorry. I love you all some muchhh! <3 I'll walk out of this.

I will forget about unhappy past, but give me time.
And to the surprise letter <3, it meant alot to me.

Tore up heart again.

2010-11-04T07:16:00.000+08:00

Hey.
Hm, sigh! WTF is wrong with youuuuu. why you can stuff words that i never ever said before into my mouth. I mean, you're really crossing the limit. And if you really do spare a thought, you won't jump to conclusions without clarifying with me. If you ain't standing neutral, then maybe i shouldn't waste my time on you too. I mean she did tell you right? But you didn't listen to her did you? You think i want all of this to happen? you think i'm happy with all these? i mean if you're pissed, i'm even more pissed than you. but i never even tell you off, or scold you or whatever. can't you understand that i don't want us to become anymore worse? If you've got the heart, you won't do this, even though you were not the main party that makes this happen, but your stand and trust for who already proves i won't be able to get you listening. All i got to say is, we and the rest didn't purposely left you out or whatever you're thinking of. And really, if you understand me, you know that's the last thing i would want to do.

Fuckkkk up.

2010-11-02T06:21:00.000+08:00

Hey.
It's me and my tissue box here.
): YOU FUCKING TORE MY HEART.
when you say spit everything now, say what you want to say.
do you even mean it? :/ why must you hide things, why must you lie, why must it be now, why must you make me stand up and fall back to square one again.. and why must it be her.
you could be honest from the start, i could still forgive.
Because no matter how they tell me it was, i believed in what you said instead.
Now, i can never find back trust, i don't know where they went anymore, maybe they're gone. or maybe they long went extinct since from the second i got cheated by a dozen times.
The worst thing is, my heart won't even listen to my mind. why can't i control it. :/
It stills begs me to return to the place where it bleeds the most.
Stupid heart :/ you have no brains at all.

And you,
don't stand in front of me a second, then stab me from the back.
regretted for caring you when you got hurt, regretted for helping you to scold him when you both were tgt. regretted for the time i sacrificed for you when i know that the other party wouldn't be happy.
After all what i stupidly did, this is your payback to me.
Still said you understand me, know whats its like, then now? I am just so disappointed in you.

Baby don't you break my heart slow.

2010-10-27T22:48:00.001+08:00

Our love crashed and burned

2010-10-19T23:04:00.000+08:00

We're burnt.

Heart Vacancy

2010-10-18T22:56:00.000+08:00

FYE'S FINALLY OVER.

My heart has a broken arrow.

Dreams.

2010-09-26T11:31:00.000+08:00

I wanna have this!

when i'm on your mind, i'm on cloud nine

Breakdown

2010-09-24T22:27:00.000+08:00

Last time, you had all the time in the world for me, now, a simple call, takes alot of courage to try not breakdown after it.
Sometimes, i wish i had memory loss.

If you said it without thinking, then please think,you don't know doesn't means i didn't.
It's stress enough from tests and fye, they are tiring me out alr. And added on with yours...
I can't barely breathe, it's pressurizing. I tried t please you in whatever ways, but, it's not helping at all.
:/

The show must go on

2010-09-10T00:30:00.000+08:00

Hiiiii. Firstly, Happy ninth month with mr chin! <3
Loveeeee !
Be back t normal okk, * hopes*
& not to miss out my very not heartless shili too! <3
Samee ninth month :D Hehee, tsk, I CAN ENDURE YOUR CRAP AND NONSENSE.
Haha. Aisini !
Very awake now~
Oh oh mummy says company giving her a thousand cux of many years serving tht company blah blah..
Then! she ask me HOW to spend it :DD hehehe, tht's what i'm vry high thinking of ittt.
HAHA, okokok, stop here! Byeeee (hearts) (:

For better or worse, i got you.

2010-09-06T18:05:00.001+08:00

Sept hols! :D

It's a lieee, can't relax, only hardcore studying ):

Need study fer

1) Social studies

2) Amaths

3) Fucking hard chem!

4) The other sciences -.-

No time at ALL!!

Still have cca to go ><

Sick and stress like crazyyyy

And i'm slow at it too.

STUDYING <3

Hole in the heart

2010-08-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

You've changed, too fast and i don't know why things turn out this way.

I'm awfully sorry, but i didn't cry lesser. All i want is to let you have back your smile.

Since i could hinder it so easily, then why not let me just mean nothing to you.. I prefer you to be who you used to be, and know.

It's a torture to see you like that every single day, when a small thing could just ruin everything,

when what minds to me didn't matter to you, and what mattered to you didn't ring in my head.

It's like we can fall out anytime.

I try and try so hard, to keep our love alive. So now, the decisions you make, i'll listen to.

Baby, i stay in love with you.

Dirty Secret

2010-08-28T10:51:00.001+08:00

I wondered how many useless

breaths i took that went wasted into the atmosphere.

Why you can just believe in what you know not even trying to get the truth into your bloody brain.

It's useless for me to say anything anymore. after all, you still want to fight back, agree with your own perspective only.

When a heart cries, nobody can hear.

I'm not stupid to shut my mouth. i just don't want to do what you did to me.

Because it lands to seven letters. Painful.

Wo zhi shi zai ren.

how do you expect me to approach you with a tired heart.

Racing Studies

2010-08-22T16:56:00.002+08:00

finally, time for blog.
weekends kept studying A and E math.
cux emath test on mon, amath on tuesday.
If i manage to beat elida in amath, she's gonna treat me.<:
Now at granmaa house, just came from tuition.
After tuition cant find dad for twenty mins , i went walking around aimlessly wif no money or ez-link.
):

I hope my cousin's willing to pass me all his sec4 notes so i won't have to do them again ^^
Hes super neat -.-

Yesterday i lost my favourite entertainment,
a guy who i will date punctually every saturday night.
he made me happy after a week of tiredness, stress, and problems.
now he ain't there anymore.
nobody could do it like him.
a few hours watching him could make my day.
guess now happy will be harder than usual.
I WANT HIM BACK FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
WO YAO NI HUI LAI.

Feeling Better!

2010-08-14T11:52:00.000+08:00

You make me, feel like i'm living a teenage dream.

HI HI.
yeppie yeppie chemistry is C5 not F9! LOL >< Suay test got 9/35.
Super hard + Never study.
went hospital on thursday then spine degree worsen(also won't die). now need go to that place which needs to have alot patience cux of the slow doctor more often liaozz. I saw ppl to chat with throughout mrt journey to hospital.^^ Netball on friday was fun(: ! yayayayayay.

this week was one of the worst, and one of the best.

2010-08-09T23:08:00.001+08:00

Don't anyhow say can, you've misunderstood or wht idk, at least don't pass them ard.

i'm fucking stressed. ):

Happy 45th birthday S'pore!

Happy eighth month to bi too ^^

2010-08-07T12:45:00.001+08:00

I used to wish away your memory every night

Trying to erase the lines you've drawn
But suddenly you've faded almost out of sight
Now you're going, going, gone

Why did I try
So hard to let you
When deep down I don't know
If I am really ready to say goodbye
Now what am I gonna hold on to
I miss missing you

Tell me what to do man.

2010-08-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

5/08/10

See the happy birthday boy^^

Purposely wasted the chem practical lesson for this. Awww, but still fun.

English lesson @ libraryyy.

Shili C:

Evangelineeee

HAPPY ADVANCED NATIONAL DAY~
Today aft sch go ECP wif bi wenhao evang zichang.
reached ther played indian music dance behind coconut trees. ><
Hahaha, fun but i'm doing it alone.
eat breakfast at mac first, then yuheng, mandric came.
bused to bi's hse^^
hm at 7.

we hugged and cried, somehow it ended happily.

Tell me what you want from here,
i'm going insane, it won't look good,
i'll try my best..
it's not just enough for me to know, you, make it clear.
They can say what they want, you can solve this, why don't you stand up, and SOLVE this.

It hurts me more when i hurt you..

2010-08-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO

I'm in misery, that ain't nobody who can comfort me.

baxk from tuition, redo emaths liao!

I swear, you are the best ^^

Killer love.

2010-07-31T22:00:00.000+08:00

now using macbook posting^^
dunknow why, i prefer the normal one ><
i bad at this uh~
okie short post, bye!

I can't let you go, cux the love you gave, is unforgettable.

Stop pretending that it's not ending.

2010-07-29T20:53:00.001+08:00

I'll make the day happiest i swear, but it'll be the last time.

i only want to hear the truth, but i'll nvr get it.
trying to be perfect, trying not to let you down.

got back math result.
failed amath test 14/30, need to retest both a and e math 18/30.
passing score = 21.
today tummy painnnnnnnnnnn! cuz of hh. (hahahahhh)
ugh. reaally. srsly wanted to cry.
you don't seem to give a damn.

-you need to sacrifice time, to mantain the love with him now, have to fight before you giveup,
so you won't regret it, miss. jyjy <3
-do something, not sit and wait, mister.
i only like happy endings.

some pic.

SOME PAST

some things that you have enjoyed very much but won't want to admit. and you will nvr find the same feeling ever again. They are not who we knew before. they turned into familiar strangers that we once loved deeply.

my super dog! :D opps, hair abit messy, forgive him ^^

Nuetral.

2010-07-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

FOOLISH LOVE.

i got back the mood. (; but it's fragile, it will die off anytime.

i sort of know, then sort of dontknow.
how to help, what to help, idk.
i srsly hope tht both will be fine.

; When possible,
i smiled, i waved.
some were ignored, some were returned in a way which i felt the smile was too hard to show.
waiting, it's easy, but not the chase. And i DID chased.
i did things you maybe won't know forever or perhaps, assumed i didn't.

You lost me

2010-07-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

I just hope somebody will lend a shoulder and don't ask me what happened.

Mix-ed up life.

2010-07-24T22:21:00.001+08:00

today:

Bugis

with evang, amelia, oscar.
went illuma to eat fish market :D
shopped/ took neopritnts
repierced earhole`

Then ehub at 5

met dexter wenhao dylan hanli marcus wif evang!
BLOODPLEDGE
scary, scary (dylan please stay away)
ate again! then homed at 8

Stressed up like W-t-f.

why nobody loves peace

2010-07-24T09:57:00.000+08:00

tooked IC photo yesterday. Super retard but was too hungry to care liao.

Going out later :D

Update

2010-07-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

It's best to walk away

2010-07-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

what's wrong with me.

I'm getting tired, really tired.

you have brain in your head.

you have feet in your shoes.

you can steer yourself in any direction you choose.

you are on your own.

and you know what to do.

you are the guy who decides where to go.

Howw?

Dying.

2010-07-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

Hey.
I can go back and forth, yelling and screaming with you.
In class during ce so sad,
ms susan led a poor life,
how could one have so much suffering, and the worst thing is,
the victim is not yourself but your dearest dearest family member/friend/etc.
when she say her eyes were teary.
and today mr tan showed his ncc power! he yelled at us for like, the first time.
now cca two times a week, tortureee.
Tmrr out to bugis? Ha.

Why, you're always standing in your own shoes, others are standing in yours,
did you know? Or perhaps, you're the most impt to yourself.
Trust me, the one who has no one to talk to hurts more.
As, it will turned to a one-sided story.
_

Try to stop it, it'll get irritating in a awkward manner.

Sick.

2010-07-18T23:27:00.001+08:00

changed SKIN. :D

--
I don't know, maybe i'm scared. It kinda sound like we could end any time.

--
SHUT UP,
the last thing i wish to hear is more unhappiness.

--
I gave up on holding on.

FUCK YOU

2010-07-12T23:46:00.000+08:00

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,that's alright because i love the way it hurts.

i can't barely breathe.

there's alot of things runnin in my head now.
everybody wants their part of the story to be heard.
when you step into their shoes, when you let em speak first, you tend to forget bout yourself.
when you know wht you've been hearing all along are lies.
when what you've loved somebody so much, gave in a million times. hear them out until you forgot your own voice. you tot your efforts will paid off, bearing will do.
but it don't. you wont be heard anymore, because em alr believed or assumed the story.
you're alr breathless.

2010-07-09T17:07:00.002+08:00

schoolz alr.

2010-07-02T21:37:00.004+08:00

calling for Pig-rabbit!!!

Attention to ya, I MISS YA :C

Back to school, today's Mr GTY last day in school. Gave flower and cards. He'll be missed.

problems problems quite ah-lot. pray they'll get better. Hm, today watched eclispe wif dexter!, wenhao!, shihau(bad ttm)! Never read twilight before. Never seen previous movies before, yet find it quite nice x)

Rainy sweet day, i love today.

i wonder what i've done in my previous lifes to deserve you.

Ahhem! * i didn't forget TODAY k!!*

Jay chou's 說了再見

天涼了雨下了妳走了

清楚了我愛的遺失了

落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

想要放放不掉淚在飄

妳看看妳看看不到

我假裝過去不重要卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見才發現再也見不到

我不能就這樣失去妳的微笑

口紅待在桌角而妳我找不到

若角色對調妳說好不好

說了再見才發現再也見不到

能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉

說好陪我到老永恆往哪裡找

再次擁抱一分一秒都好

天涼了雨下了妳走了

清楚了我愛的遺失了

落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

想要放放不掉淚在飄

妳看看妳看看不到

我假裝過去不重要卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見才發現再也見不到

我不能就這樣失去妳的微笑

口紅待在桌角而妳我找不到

若角色對調你說好不好

妳的笑妳的好

腦海裡一直在繞

我的手忘不了妳手的溫度

心碎了一地撿不回

從前的心跳身陷過去我無力逃跑

說再見才發現再也見不到

能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉

說好陪我到老永恒往哪裡找

再次擁抱一分一秒都好

you were there, now you only seem to be there, but the distance could be felt.
i dont want the distance. i dont believe in giving up, letting go.
~Zui Jia Ting Zhong

hatred

2010-06-11T09:47:00.001+08:00

HI. yesterday night didn't sleep at all. juz waited for morning.

and i'm not tired at all. (:

anyway tmr going off ler! to malaysia. *escapes awhile*

now currently hooked to PS MAN! gotta say byebye to it for 3 days.

but its okay uh i dont mind :> i will miss some people alot alot alot

and alot~

yesterday :
went K house. they superrrr hyper.

use mahjong tiles der domino!(or something called like tht?)

BTW first time play mahjong and win! :D

play play play;

LOL, thanks to tis mirror, i can see other ppl's tiles O: BUT! i go toilet they go see mine D:

haha, still win them! 'L'

HAHAS, then watched di yi jie ><.

WOW scary. then halfway ppl open door scary. after watch finish all rush out of the room.

went home at 7++.

Do i look like a prisoner to you? because you're locking me up like one.

you won't know..

i don't need sorry, <3.

I love dexter chin ting jun.

Lifewithoutyou

2010-05-26T08:56:00.000+08:00

:'( not gonna say a word.

2010-05-25T09:23:00.000+08:00

HI. now in comp lab enjoying air con,><.doing chinese nppa. & tis comp's backspace key spoil, Zzz.
HAIS SIAN. yesterday's windsurfing is kinda fun n tiring at the same time! :> tot will be scary but ok luh. mostly time is spent on lying on the sand...chatting and taking pix using idk whose camera. HAHA. WAIT I REALISE SMTH. the key recovered :D LOLOLOL. jealous baby no need stay in classroom whole day! gotta gooo.

I dont need you to prove,cuz i can feel. And you dont needa tell how how much you really do, i understand.
andforallthosefoolishthingsyoudidthtmaybeyouknowyouwillgetnothinginreturn,itmeantalottome,thankyou. ifeellikeshoutingouttotheworldhowgoodyouwere,butikeptsilence,idkhowlongwillthislast,butidontwannaloseyouabit.

2010-05-21T21:24:00.003+08:00

HEARTACHES are always painful. Missing the person that is now taken away just like that, or someone leaving, or something happening to someone, or a person forgetting whats really important and you being the one forgotten.. But as time goes by, that heartache will ~~soon heal~~. Time will pass & you will ~~get stronger~~ & it ~~won’t hurt anymore~~.. You will know ~~how to handle it better~~.

Bored,

2010-05-18T12:40:00.001+08:00

NOT ALL SCARS SHOW,

NOT ALL WOUNDS HEAL.

moviee

2010-05-18T12:30:00.001+08:00

Firstly,
Welcome yuheng back!
Then, talked bout yesterday. SHAG SIAAA~~~ :P
went dexter chin's :3 house in the morning, then bus to Ehub,
met wenhao,evangeline & shili. 3 slowwww pigs came after (zichang,marcus,hanli)
watched th movie: backup plan. LOL, in th movie everything tht a couple do is upside down.
the sequence i mean. it's funny. should go watch! hahah. there's 4-5 very ahem scences tht will make youhigh for sureee. after movie went parsir ris park awhile, then to white sands. rasheed mandric came.
played daidee at the foodcourt awhile & left for Tamp! T1 basement got this super super lovely shop that i must go in eat someday. it's a must!

muacks! bye ^^

Pfttt.

2010-05-15T16:30:00.001+08:00

yes yes yessssss i miss you.
there's nothing i could do to make myself feel better.

it can't be described.

2010-05-14T22:40:00.000+08:00

OFFICIALLY ENDED ALL EXAMZ. yeppie(!!) although we all ain't tht happy after physics paper which's th last. mood-ruining it is. hard! left section B blanks. ended @ bout 10. ey, went cs ate popeyes wif shili evengeline, then to tm wif yuheng eat swesen icecreammm! baobeh came in awhile^^, wif ivan @ tm dont know do what. LOLs. hmmm,what we did.. oh, had a yong shen nan wang ear peircing wif hengzxc. ._. a fake mask thing hanging behind us scared us. Instant shout! Brrr. there's now this fan thing plucked into e comp then its blowing directly at me. wheeewooooo, shuang ttm. no more sweating alr. haahas,bed time soon? :D

Everywhere I'm looking now

I'm surrounded by your embrace;

FUNdementous day

2010-05-01T09:29:00.014+08:00

SPEECH&CARNIVAL DAY 2010.
Was a success! Our class did atomic water bombs. Heard that we earned 300 dollars. :O na li ke neng.
Went in to haunted house by E2. OKOK, it was terrifying. keep screaming & screaming. went in with wang dear, huiwen, amelia amanda, nichelle, priscilla. dearest & amelia hold very tight and i also, the china mask stupid guy verry scary. just scared of the mask uh.. the other humans also scary. then after that played atomic water bomb. we bomb each other uh. LOL.
end liao baby and i went wenhao's hse. take bus go sit cab back. at tm open plaza waited for the rest with peishi zichang. they all wear green color shirt ==. then yuheng come liao. ^^ she bought 2 birthday cakes. omg. really thankyou alot dearest! justin, marcus,dylan,mandric,rasheed came too. we had cakes on our faces. Hahaha! thanks dearest for th present cum card <3. *melts heart melts heart* really had fun. went home ard 8? with bi.♥ wonderful day (:
love and hearts♥ x 1000000000000. :p

on thursday,
classmates bought birthday cake (with my face on it..) lols. :D thank you to: shili, justin, hanli, marcus,oscar,peishi, amelia, evangeline, wenyi. thank you alot alot! it was yummy. oh, also thank you heartless der and evangeline for th unique and one-of-a-kind birthday card :p,
and thanks to wenyi and justin for tha couple card. LOL, hope you two get tgt & last long too!
greatest birthday this year, ^^.
oh, today's byrans birthday. happy birthday byran!

upcoming birthdays:
bi's 0305;
mandric's 0905;
justin's 2305;
sherman's 2905.
:]
i wish you're present on every birthday.
good friends stay tgt, & i know we'll be.
you're always treasured coz there's a part
of you in me. dearest i love you a lot.
thank you for everything. ya, i cried hell
lot tht day, and studying seem meaningless.
just the thought made me creep all over.
i hope i dont lose you.

four months and counting.
yeah, i love you one and only + really.
believe me. i cant lose you. ily.
you said me+ you = forever and always.
i assure you.

with you.
i'll always remember what you say.
thanks for everything.
you'll definitely be missed.

rawr~

2010-04-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

kana pangsehed by bi today.. so early sleep. hahas,nvm luh, since th last three days is i slept early. btw i failed 2 science tests straight!
biology and chemistry.. bio- 5/20. chem- 13/30. then next week need to have both retest ley :P
heng evan pei me fail both! ^^ but but but! my maths still okay. phew~ :D :D :D
exams coming ler, needa study liaos. burning midnight oil soon i guess. ending here to watch tv, :> bye! muackzxc! lalaa~ go listen to stuck in the moment with you by jb. (: hahas

when i run deep down in my heart, there's only you.
081209; loves.

forget everything

2010-04-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

time spent with you is never enough.

I'm stuck in the moment with you.

a fresh start

2010-04-17T09:56:00.000+08:00

morning. we won the sports day! =D wheee-whooooo! dylan almost caused us to broke into tears of laughter luh.. ran around th track wif the amethyst flag the first time. & the second time, dylan chongteng rasyid kenny ran again :3 when kenny finish running, can see from his face super tired holding the flag running one round, they super high and enthu ^^. we? we got help ok! Shout shout scream. amelia want to make me deaf alr. :p orhkay, after sports day me yuheng peishi went cs to tm to t1 to see wallets and change item. LOL.while dar wenhao and mandric go alter pants/change clothes. wenhao = black white black white black white black. thats his colour code. lols. then we met and ate. after tht went sunplaza park! rasheed came too. we played. wah fun fun. :> only need RUN DEVIL RUN! hahas. played catching. i caught yuheng n mandric. hehe. tired luh~~ but wonderfulness.(: left th place ard 4 plus. then go baobeh's hse nearby slack. <3
okays, now gonna study the stupid remainder theorem of a maths.
byebyebyebyebye!

Burn burn burn.

2010-04-15T22:00:00.003+08:00

All people have boundaries, what has happen, already did. we can't change history. Right now, everything is wrong.we should get back to our places.
Starting it was wrong. i shouldn't play along. now it hurts me.
it seems like chance for me to get my back, but if it meant to hurt innocent parties, i dont want it to happen. it isn't fair. maybe god made it to happen this way. to make people realised what they don't. to wake them up. to know the truth.

hey! erm, most tests r over & then now quite free to post. lols. hmm, saw cousin on bus last week. haha, dao me ._. oh oh, today got 2 practical session! fun ttm! in physics practical, played with ice :> kenny oscar jiachen buried my hand in th sink of ice. SHIOK luh. lols, then in bio practical.. me n huiying's leaf caught fire! the table was on fire :/ yeah, coz alcohol spilled out :p so we're bio A1 students! then they call us fire girl. == now currently being guailanned all the way. T.T during maths lesson today, the funeral play song so loud :X we keep laughing. if only dylan was here he will cfm sing his "wa meng ti". hahas. =DD may is coming! means midyear exams r approaching.. N my birthday too! not to forget! bi's too. haha..
what all tht happen, i know i caused most of it, i'm really truly sorry. n you know i cant lose you.. only only love you. i'll try to not do anything tht'll coz you unhappiness ok. i know you're in a difficult position. you cant say it to others, n it must have hurt you :( th truth is, its hurts me to see you get hurt too. guess you've be thinking how could i do this.. but whatever it is, friend is friend and you is you. iloveyou.

Its the secret tht i never want to know

2010-04-04T17:30:00.000+08:00

Its The Secret That I'd Rather Be Kept In The Dark.

Hi :D Last wed's oral was bad. T.T keep er er err. really don't know what to say! :<
and on april fool's day, i was tricked three times!?! furst is reach school, hanli and marcus bluffed me got ss test. then laopo say my shoelace dropped which i dont even have -.- but still got cheated anyway. and the last time is th most most shocking coz th person (to me) was veri honest ==. Lalala~ okay, next week got four to five tests! E A maths. Physics, Chemistry, Chinese? mr. sng dont wanna tell us whens the maths tests, thats the worst. monday will be going to bugis with dearest baby wangzxc! hope will get things done fast then baby wont have to wait veri long. good thing monday no need to wake that early, but bad thing is
our lesson end @t 3. So late. ya, oh, next tuesday rasheeds birthday. (: hope can movie..
i know i should not be thinking anymore, but it just get stuck in my head.
am really twisted by your words. first you mean this, suddenly you mean that.
how can i trust you fully like this. all i do, i just love you.

See ya, byeee.

Sick of life.

2010-03-28T17:50:00.002+08:00

I know that you still haven't found you,

And when I wanna stand on my own too
Suddenly you start to show
Signs of what is possible

Every time I'm ready to leave
Always seem to be
Pulling in the wrong direction
Diving in with no protection
Man, you can't keep steering me wrong

Oh gravity
Pulling me back
Pulling me in
Why you pulling me back
Pulling me in
Just like gravity

I know I betrayed but I'm made to
Ignore the universe when I see you
Cause every night the stars will shine
Verging into U-turns times

Anything that they can just to change my mind
When I pass your road I can't help rewind
What is wrong with me?

Through with you

2010-03-23T22:09:00.003+08:00

am stucked right in the middle. a wrong step might be a grave mistake. and i never ever want it to be this way. its the friendship i never ever want to ruin.

don't say things that doesn't make any sense at all tht make me fall into the wrong trap.cuz its impossible.
please. this ain't ain't ain't right.

2010-03-21T19:36:00.000+08:00

HIHI :D
firstly, welcome yuheng back!
new sch's not bad.
sadly, e1-3 diff block from e4 and 5.
then how i'm gonna to see my dearest? :<
erm, sat, went to xinlan hse to do english project.
but amelia nvr come, so no scripts. then we ended up
doing homework tgt. fun. haha. maybe we should go
again next time? ;p hehe. after tht went grandma hse
then homed. its the end of march holidays alr. so fast..
kk. byebyebyebyebyebyebye!

2010-03-15T11:28:00.000+08:00

Maybe, it doesn't.
Maybe, i'm wrong.
Maybe-

I'm awaken with jealousy, stunt by words, and proved by actions.

All the negative thinkings, today. Who to blame? Myyself.
And I'm feeling sick. :(
When the mind doesn't follow the heart, everything collapse.

2010-03-08T23:18:00.000+08:00

Heyyy ppl! Third month gonna be over in few hours. Haha, hate tmr luh. :/
LOL, Very very warm now and baby keep asking me to sleep. Shall do after this post okayz.
Hehees.

Some random pics took during CHEM lesson :D

Group photo ♥

evangeline draw me! LOL.

See the shock face ;O

by Shili! (:

Amused at our work ain't he?

doing work? but, they're playing I-Mo. (ipod touch) Lol.

We are too actually. Hees.

Seee, only Laopo not camera shy. ^^

K, idk who took it using my phone.

But this is Shihau in bus on the way to tm. ;)

Okayzz, gtg alr before baby nags again. HAHA.

Byeee!

Deeply in loveee

2010-03-07T16:47:00.001+08:00

Hi, firstly, YAY! Class tests all over. Hope uh, won't fail.
Sec three life is all homeworks. :/

Happy birthday to SHILI ♥ heartless-der! muackkk! 050310
& my mummy also! haha.

last friday, went to movies with yh. sl. baby. mandric. wenhao.
watched Alice in the wonder in the land (HAHA! stupid wenhao.)
some characters look realluy realluy Disgusted/Scary.

Happy 23th months YUHENG ♥ dearest/ baby wangggg! ai si ni~
Last long with your nan ren ok!

tmr is third month with baby.
must know you're the only only one in my heart alright? :)

~~stop it, don't cross the line.~~

Please just don't play with me, my paper heart will bleed.

2010-02-28T10:37:00.003+08:00

' Awww, '

Hoho, morninggg. Having a-maths tuition later. New tutor, he's a cute old man ;O And i realised his hse is super close to shili's hse. maybe i can go pay a visit to shili after tuition someday. ;D Hahah. I'm missing Baby ttm. :( Hais hais hais. Yesterday he asked a titanic question. Actually idk anything `bout titanic cause nvr watch. >< But i supposed its about a sinking ship :} To my most beloved baby : ' what's th point of i living when you're dead? so i rather we die tgt.'
heartzxc you ; ♥Ting junHahaha.
Last week was toturing. Slept late every day cause of Test(s) esp. Maths Maths Maths. D: tmr will know results ler. Hope i'm not th one who has to stay back and do TYS with gary sng and poon T.T
Friday went T! with baby wang :D bought stuffs and gossip-ed ;O LOL. Baby wang must not think too much okayyyy !?! and sleep too much like a pig too ;p our anni coming right? ^^ Love you ttm. :3
Tsk,Next month got alot of impt dates <3Hehe.
K, needa go. bye-bye

2010-02-20T19:37:00.000+08:00

Could not comprehend.

2010-02-13T23:36:00.001+08:00

HELLO! firstly, HAPPY advanced VALENTINE"S DAY and NEW YEAR!!! love you guys ttm :>
hope this year will be a good year. at least better than last yr. HAHA.
Yesterday;
went out with bi, peishi, yuheng, mandric, hanli, rasheed, shihau, rachel, dylan to bugis.Took neoprints 3 times!?! until face abit cramp. ;/ LOL. but was happy tht we took. sry to peishi, hanli, dylan and shihau tht we sort of pangseh at illuma.. Esp. peishi; so sorryyyy~ :< anyway, while me, rachel and peishi went to buy drinks @ opp sch after school, we saw bala crossing road. Then we faster go tell martin they all and all ZAOOO. He saw us and sort of followed. Super scared luh. Heng, nothing happened. Phew. After taking neoprint, went illuma to find peishi they all at cheeky chocolate. Then we took train to Tamp. Was super irritated by Dylan tan luh! keep kp. Rawr! And what happened to my hand.. :< shall try to forget what happened.(hope those ppl don't remind me of it) Bused home with chinzxc.♥ KLS until abit tired. Lols. Btw, happy 2nd month bi ^^ hearts you a million times :3

Thank youu :
baby // for the rose
marcus // for rose and cookies although the sec 2 counsillors nvr come give! :(
yuheng // for th cake. super niceZ!
jennifer // for the beautiful card and th brownieee. yummyyy.
shili heartless // for th heart melting letter ;p

Welcomee :
Rasheed // remember wht you promised me!
Jiachen // stop calling me water tank. >< LOL
Amelia chua and amelia t // ^^ lucky you guys liked th choc.
Oscar // stop th choc marshmallow whining! i don't have luh. haha.

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN NEONEO! ^^

CRAWLER IN MATH

2010-02-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

Heyoo! im a crawler in math ;/ Thanks to a bullshit FKING HARD TEST (to me). Then bi says he's flyer. -.- Oh, poon join dance. didn't know he got in or not. Lols. && today haddad took ma phoneeee. i didn't even touch it okay. Btw, GTY lesson was super sick today. YEAH. Everything he says will sure link to shanti. HAHA. I bet my history test will sure pass with flying colors as me and amelia T practically copied from textbook put on desk. me, her, shili, evangeline were talking about period of oscillation* (tongue) and all. LOL, laughed and laughed and laughed. Funny. Walked to inter with babyyy chinzxc with some bmt ppl after cca . got one got alot white hair :X play bmt until stress ah. Lols. then got the other one mimic the way zichange walk to school and the degree of opening of his eyes from last yr to now. really trueee, he does it exactly like zichang. Bus-ed home tgt with baby. Super hilarious today X)
You belong with meeeeeeeeeeeeee~
wo ai ta. Muack.

CHEER UP HEARTLESS DER!.
Off to sleep;

nights' ^^